It's frustrating how blindly people are
following for example the dietitian's advices and how stupidly –at the same
time- they are rejecting much more important advices of Jesus. This is the most
frustrating how blind people are, how blind and senseless … and when it comes
to the final stage of their life, the only one who is responsible is ….
Obviously God !!! He is to be blamed, He is to be accused, He is to be
condemned for the catastrophe in my stupid life …
I don’t know why I see it in such a terribly
dramatic way?
And what is more frustrating is the fact that
seeing it in this way, I am living in the middle of all this and doing nothing
!!!! or almost nothing. I have to smile nicely, to be polite, to not be
judgmental, not offensive and to be kind … whereas inside everything is
shouting: "wake up, we all are going to hell !!!!!!"
Yes, certainly God is in charge, but He gave
us a free will and a responsibility for what we are doing and choosing … and it
is true that somehow by this crazy Synod "the truth is being brought
forward but much harm has already been done." This is the most frustrating
moment in all the story … harm is done with a smile and kindness, harm is done
in the politically correct way, the people are guided to hell with a smile and
in a "Hallmark nice way", and they follow it like a blind sheep … happy
and almost delighted …
This was the situation of St. Theresa of
Avilla, who until the certain moment in her Carmelite's life (some 20 years
after entering convent) was living a very worldly life … it was just the vision
of hell thatshocked her deeply and converted her.
I wish sincerely for all and every Christian
to have this grace to experience the vision of Hell … Maybe it's a shocking
therapy, but better a shocking therapy then final and eternal damnation …
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